parts of the alphabet blog post 2.

what didn't we know when this started?
was it not clear.
what part of this did we chose to first ignore,
and when,
and where,
and how.

and now, if you don't love me for the cocaine arms, and too-thin thighs,
then i don't really need your truth [and especially not your lies].
what part of me was it, that made the path too hard.
was it the love, or my heart,
the truth, or the understanding about the world.
when is wrong, right?
when is right, wrong?
when is enough, enough.

i don't really like your worsts,
and sometimes, not even your bests.
but i'll always like you because of what you look like.
[let's be shallow together]

-cigarettes
-not too much cash
-not eating
-not sleeping
-not thinking

...i'll sleep too much, you'll sleep too late... and we'll just forget this ever happened.